Aya
02/06/2006, 07:43 PM
Hi!! :)
Just now I as I took note to the "poking" cramp type sensation that is to the left of my naval and feels about three inches inwards (?) I felt prompted to post..
I have experienced numerous missed pregnancies over this last year (egg implants long enough to start HCG but then sheds itself within a couple days past late AF)..Also have had three confirmed m/c over the last 15 years from 9 to 11 weeks gestation.
Now am at 10dpo (typically AF due at 14dpo) and this has really been different this cycle. Now I admit I am likely riding the neurosis-boat of symptoms much of the time, but this time I simply canNOT dismiss a couple things different (and it has been many years since I had a successful healthy pregnancy that I don't remember all of these!)..
The day I O'd (day 14) I spotted teeny pink bit every time I would wipe after peeing....(normal last few months) -- I also had a migraine that day for the first time in a decade. Don't know the correlation...(something funny to recollect if turns to be true -- several hours after BD I approached DH and informed him with utmost sincerity that my egg had just been fertilized - that this may be a keeper this month! :p
However for 4 days AFTER that I also spotted pink or light brown " ".
At 2dpo when I woke up it felt like somebody had pinched my nipples because they were SORE (I laughed, not entertaining the pg thought since we had "given up" this cycle -- but HAD to ask DH had he been a little too amourous in the night and pinched the bbs -he hadn't)...
Every day since then my bbs intermittantly either throb..feel hot and heavy (and I am not too endowed but am very "aware" of them being there now.. especially running down the stairs!)... and more my right side than left have a "let down" prickly sensation that I DO recall from when I breastfed years ago.
Last two nights I have awakened saturated in sweat like I had a fever break (and its cooooold here in PA and we do not have an electric blankie!)
My CP is medium high and smooshy as heck (seems more smooshy than when I even O).. :eek:
And I am sooo hungry -but when I eat about two bites of whatever I can cram in my mouth, One of two things happen....I go UGH as I realize that as famished as I feel, the food just does not "want" to go down my throat and causes a gag reflex.. OR I get mild heartburn from anything and everything..been craving spring water also.
When I am exhausted an hour earlier at night... I think I am going to fall right asleep and then I lay down and my eyes stay popped open and I get a weird energy and cannot sleep and then toss and turn all night -- and then am incoherantly dead tired in the morning.
I am sure there are other things.. just cannot think of em. Oh -- MY LOWER BACK Jaw/teeth are throbbing!!?
Fingers crossed I (and all others waiting) get ourundeniable :bfp: this month!
(I took an internet cheapie at 8dpo and was a faint but visible pink second line within 3 minutes but then gradually faded away (and left no evap line) within a couple hours... ) And no charting this month since we had given up.. and were in the process of scheduling our adoption homestudy and dossiere process!!
Aya
Just now I as I took note to the "poking" cramp type sensation that is to the left of my naval and feels about three inches inwards (?) I felt prompted to post..
I have experienced numerous missed pregnancies over this last year (egg implants long enough to start HCG but then sheds itself within a couple days past late AF)..Also have had three confirmed m/c over the last 15 years from 9 to 11 weeks gestation.
Now am at 10dpo (typically AF due at 14dpo) and this has really been different this cycle. Now I admit I am likely riding the neurosis-boat of symptoms much of the time, but this time I simply canNOT dismiss a couple things different (and it has been many years since I had a successful healthy pregnancy that I don't remember all of these!)..
The day I O'd (day 14) I spotted teeny pink bit every time I would wipe after peeing....(normal last few months) -- I also had a migraine that day for the first time in a decade. Don't know the correlation...(something funny to recollect if turns to be true -- several hours after BD I approached DH and informed him with utmost sincerity that my egg had just been fertilized - that this may be a keeper this month! :p
However for 4 days AFTER that I also spotted pink or light brown " ".
At 2dpo when I woke up it felt like somebody had pinched my nipples because they were SORE (I laughed, not entertaining the pg thought since we had "given up" this cycle -- but HAD to ask DH had he been a little too amourous in the night and pinched the bbs -he hadn't)...
Every day since then my bbs intermittantly either throb..feel hot and heavy (and I am not too endowed but am very "aware" of them being there now.. especially running down the stairs!)... and more my right side than left have a "let down" prickly sensation that I DO recall from when I breastfed years ago.
Last two nights I have awakened saturated in sweat like I had a fever break (and its cooooold here in PA and we do not have an electric blankie!)
My CP is medium high and smooshy as heck (seems more smooshy than when I even O).. :eek:
And I am sooo hungry -but when I eat about two bites of whatever I can cram in my mouth, One of two things happen....I go UGH as I realize that as famished as I feel, the food just does not "want" to go down my throat and causes a gag reflex.. OR I get mild heartburn from anything and everything..been craving spring water also.
When I am exhausted an hour earlier at night... I think I am going to fall right asleep and then I lay down and my eyes stay popped open and I get a weird energy and cannot sleep and then toss and turn all night -- and then am incoherantly dead tired in the morning.
I am sure there are other things.. just cannot think of em. Oh -- MY LOWER BACK Jaw/teeth are throbbing!!?
Fingers crossed I (and all others waiting) get ourundeniable :bfp: this month!
(I took an internet cheapie at 8dpo and was a faint but visible pink second line within 3 minutes but then gradually faded away (and left no evap line) within a couple hours... ) And no charting this month since we had given up.. and were in the process of scheduling our adoption homestudy and dossiere process!!
Aya